'I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive'

'Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers, tower over me'

'Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does'

'It's a dream but there's a real world waiting'

'I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.

I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this'

Just some lyrics from different songs, trying to express how I feel. I can't really find the words to explain it. Jealousy and envy are some. Disappointment is another.

Bah, I'll get over it.